Up north

July 15, 2013

Osakis, MN

Osakis, MN

I went up north (northern Minnesota, for those of you not familiar with the “up north” expression) this last weekend for an annual family event/get-together. The weather was mostly cloudy and rainy which is a major departure from the usual scorching, unbearable heat that happens that July weekend. I stayed with my cousins, aunt and uncle, and some other family friends in an old farmhouse just outside of the town of Osakis. Even if the weather wasn’t perfect, I just loved getting out of the city for the weekend and away from the stress of “normal life.” I’ve always fantasized about living in a small town or out in the country for a summer, and I still think about it. Would I really like it? I know it seems like I’ve been doing a ton of traveling over the last few months, which is true. But I still feel like I need some sort of vacation. I feel like I can think about things so much easier and clearer when I’m away from home. And really, I need to focus and start making some major decisions here. I’m tired of floundering around, feeling like I don’t know what the hell I’m supposed to be doing, or how to do it. Although it is admittedly difficult to stay on track with things when your life is constantly being interrupted and derailed by chronic illness and everything that goes along with it (flare-ups, doctor appointments, physical therapy appointments, sickness, fatigue). But anyway — this post doesn’t have much of a point, I guess, except that it was good to get away, and I would like to go back to Osakis again before the end of summer. Realizing the things that make you feel good and better is an important part of healing and managing your health, I think. I don’t know why it’s such a struggle sometimes.

Hope you all had a happy weekend!

Angela

2 Responses to “Up north”

  1. sharrie ( aka tryin2live) Says:

    I have the same problem when it comes to making major decisions. I think much, much clearer when im away from home. When i am at home i always get sidetracked or mybed keeps calling me, wanting me to pay attention to it, i fight it but somehow the bed always seems to win and the nextthing I know Im in there giving it my full attention and nothing gets dne and no decisions were made…again! Such a endless loop of nothing getting done.

    • Angela Says:

      Hi Sharrie!
      Thank you for your comment. I’m sorry to hear that you also struggle with distractions and decision-making. It can be maddening sometimes! Maybe we just both need to take more trips? ha.

      Take care and thanks for reading!
      Angela


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